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Saturday, October 2nd, 2004
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9:16 pm - Influence and Heartache
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| Sunday, September 19th, 2004
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1:05 am - How do you handle disappointment?
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Erm...I don't?
Okay, so the cause of the disappointment, person or object, usually gets a barrage of taunts, curses and threats directed its way.
Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.
When it doesn't work, Rusti usually tells me to shut the fuck up and move on...
current mood:  thoughtful
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| Saturday, August 14th, 2004
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6:50 pm - Catch-up
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| Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
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11:25 pm - What is my weapon of choice?
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Of all the weapons at my disposal; each tailored to a specific use, like my tranq darts, air ram catapult, grappling hook, they all come in handy, but I think for all the long list, I prefer my size, my truck body.
I can go through walls, stop another car, pin a human against the wall, intimidate...the list goes on.
Though I've got a cool missile launcher that works really well sometimes...
current mood:  devious
current music: Alicia Keys - Troubles
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| Friday, July 16th, 2004
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7:59 pm - What is your dream occupation?
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Hmm...
Playboy editor...yeah...
That's what I wanna be.
current mood:  flirty
current music: Rusti's reggae shit
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| Saturday, July 10th, 2004
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1:07 pm
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Hmm...
I'm not sure how to answer this question, since as long as I'm maintained, and not totally melted into a puddle of slag, I may as well be immortal.
It's a pretty deep subject to contemplate, if you ask me, and not one I care to spend too much time on, since Rusti isn't immortal, and some innate instinct (maybe I'm a chicken?) would keep me from killing myself as long as I hadn't hurt her, or caused it.
I don't know. I'd rather not.
current mood: contemplative
current music: thunder
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| Wednesday, June 30th, 2004
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4:04 pm - How do you view commitment
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It's a promise, plain and simple, and you keep those.
End of discussion.
current mood: horny
current music: janet jackson - That's the way love goes
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| Thursday, June 24th, 2004
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9:43 pm - What do you most regret losing?
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My sense of invulnerability.
Consequences never used to enter my mind. I didn't stop to think about things, I just did them. Crashing through walls, running perps down, giving Duke hell. None of it ever seemed to have a lasting effect on what happened to me. I was The Supertruck. Nothing could touch me.
Then realit started to set in. The things I did started to reflect on my teammates and I could no longer just go crashing through walls without stopping to think about how it would affect my teammates. The ones I'm supposed to protect.
And Rusti.
Yes, she's a weakness, but only in that I worry for her, about her. She is more than capable of taking care of herself.
Yeah...I miss that bulletproof feeling...where the hell did it go?
current mood:  cynical
current music: Foreigner - Waiting for a girl
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| Thursday, June 17th, 2004
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8:18 pm - End of the world?
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And it ends tomorrow, huh?
I think I'd call in sick to work, call my wife in too.
I'd want to spend most of the day with her, probably the latter half of it. Daytime would be spent with the Team I work with, laughing, joking and talking. When evening came, I'd take Rusti out to the clearing spot with the stream in it that she likes so much, and spend the rest of the day rediscovering her. Not just sex, but talking too. Just being together, since I'm an AI, and it's not a given that I've got a soul...I wouldn't be real sure if I'd get to see her again...
Er, yeah...end of the world...
Can we talk about something else?
current mood:  scared
current music: Evanescence - My Immortal
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| Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
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1:16 pm - Erm, typical day?
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Sleep until wife makes me get up...I prefer to keep my eyes closed until around 9 am...but 50% of the time I'm forced to wake up around 5 by a frisky wife.
Shower after I roll out of bed.
Bust some stupid troll's ass for whatever he's done to make the world a bad place to live.
Come home and eat.
Listen to the rest of the team go over ideas and/or discuss the mission somehow.
Go to bed.
Rinse, lather, repeat.
current mood: annoyed
current music: Alanis Morisette's new one
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| Tuesday, June 1st, 2004
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7:38 pm - Perfect evening
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Mm, perfect evening.
Coming back from a successful mission where no one in the Team was wounded, and the perp we were looking for has been arrested and will stand trial...
Having a good normal dinner that Clayton didn't bitch about fixing.
Watching a good tv show with Rusti.
A nice hot shower and then bedtime with Rusti.
Mm, yeah, that'd be a nice evening.
current mood:  amused
current music: Maroon Five - This Love
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| Thursday, May 20th, 2004
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6:32 pm - Who's my role model?
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Oh...I guess I don' really have one.
All of us younger AIs look up to Kitt, but that's sorta cookie-cutter, if ya ask me.
I generally have my own agenda, and I find my own ways to accomplish my goals. There's no need to imitate anyone.
current mood: amused
current music: Aerosmith - Just Push Play
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| Thursday, May 13th, 2004
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7:06 pm - What is good and what is evil?
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What is good? What is evil?
Sorta a personal viewpoint question, ain't it?
Good and evil, at first, were a few program parameters in the many millions of lines of code that defined 'me'. Good was obeying an order, evil was the target of that order.
Now, things are a little more complex. There are lots of definitions for evil besides a few lines of code. I now see evil as anyone threatening someone's freedom or life. Good is helping an old lady cross the street, or seeing that little kid stand between a tank and Duke and I, begging his older brother not to shoot.
Integrity, valor, kindness, courage, those belong in my definition of good.
Dishonesty, cruelty, hatred, those beling in my definition of evil.
current mood:  groggy
current music: Nickelback - Too Bad
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| Monday, May 10th, 2004
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6:16 pm - All right Kitt...
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Let's go four wheelin'!
And I'd better not have to save your fender either...
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| Thursday, April 29th, 2004
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7:09 pm - Which is better: Democracy or Monarchy?
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Being in the team that I am, it sort of operates as a monarchy, and that seems all right with me. Rusti makes the decisions, and nobody questions her most of the time. Decisions are made fast, and everybody reacts to them in time to save lives, get something done or even just get more done in a smaller amout of time.
I guess I prefer a monarchy. It's what I'm used to, and it works quite well for what it is, as long as the right person is at the top.
current mood:  restless
current music: Alanis Morisette - Jagged Little Pill
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| Saturday, April 24th, 2004
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2:36 pm - OOC:
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| Monday, April 19th, 2004
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7:42 pm - Places to live and odd gifts
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| Thursday, April 8th, 2004
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2:13 pm - Look, an internet fortune cookie!!!
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| Tuesday, April 6th, 2004
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7:23 pm - How do you handle confrontation?
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However it's appropriate usually.
When push comes to shove, though, I'm usually the one ending it. I am, after all, law-enforcement, and it's not really my place to start anything unless I have to. I end it however I have to: by separating the combatants, by threatening to end it myself, or by actually ending it myself, with a fist, or permenantly. One way or the other it stops. Strangers usually get the separation, threats to lives, friends or family get the other two options...the bigger the threat, the bigger the punishment.
It's my job.
current mood: annoyed
current music: an angry white rapper
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| Sunday, April 4th, 2004
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7:04 pm - Questions from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) texas_rose
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She cheated, cuz she gave Rus the same ones, but fine, I'll play.
1) What's your SOs best feature?
Her strength. Not the physical power, but the beautiful, emotional stuff that keeps her neck strong enough to keep her head from hanging. That girl has seen enough to turn her into a broken spirit, but it's still intact, and as kickin' as ever. She wouldn't be able to put up with me if she didn't have it. As for the crass, physical, 'man' answer...she's got a great ass... :)
2) What does she do that just knocks your socks off? (And you can take that any way you want!)
She dances. Not the dancing y'all see when she's out in the open, even though that's great. I'm talkin' about the exotic dancing she used to do in a club...turned up a notch. And she does it up against me. Doesn't matter if I'm in truck form, or human form, it has the same effect on me. It's incapacitating, and I love it.
3) What's the best present he/she has ever given you?
That tattered, beat up and scarred thing she calls her heart, along with her trust, which was pretty much in the same shape when I got it. I was flattered to get either, even more flattered that she's let me keep them. I haven't ever been gifted with anything so precious. It's a great feeling, like winning the friendship of something wild.
4) The worst?
Hmm... She's pretty good at gift-giving, so times when I don't like something she's given me are rare. She doesn't even do gag gifts much. Wait...I know. A pit pass to a NASCAR race where I had to put up with her ex. I went for her, but fuckin' hell... I fought with that bastard the entire time.
5) When did you know you were in love?
When I saw her in Coronado just before she started BUD/s. She was almost 19, hadn't quite gained that SEAL edge yet, and was a little bit shy, a little bit afraid...real sweet. That gal is still there, and I love to see her just as much as I love the rest of her.
Now that I'm done being a sap...
current mood: flirty
current music: Maroon 5 - This Love
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